It's new, it's old. The checker, given no
Mask by the
drugstore, asked if she’ll drop to
Three days—cuts at
stores, not headquarters—
Says yes quick, long
ago taught lesson one: less
Beats none. Now her
daughter gets no Easter
Dress, so she’ll buy
her some bauble. But—
Can’t make the rent? Unthinkable.
And for
The unthinkable, who
pays the cost, Frost
Knew: “Home is the
place where, when you
Have to go there,
they have to take you
In.” Grandma won’t
complain, though uncle’s
Kids crowd her three
rooms—now more,
Rolled up in blankets
bedtime on the floor.
The food of love—soup,
pasta, beans—love
Thins: the broth, the
sauce—and knows its
Long division, one fries
split five ways.
Lunchtime, the
checker fights the urge to lift
A ramen. In line,
some take care to keep
The safe six feet.
But scoffers violate the space,
Raised by no gentle
dad who taught affection
Mandates mutual
protection. Besides, what’s due
A stranger? When the
checker says, “Just one,”
Those, rich or poor, brought
up to snatch, snap
Back. The rest walk
weary with a small sack to
Their car, relieved they’ve
passed today’s test
Of civility, since it
will remind them who they
Are. Store parking
lot, pre-dawn, some wait for
Toilet paper, not for
them—old man for old
Woman, old woman for
neighbor who can’t
Leave home: her son’s
not right. School’s
Shut, forever? Eyes
glazed, some kids click
“Lessons,” then click
games all day. Others,
Sat down by their
parents at the table, learn
They mean it: Read.
Write. For love is a stern
Taskmaster. The
mother who can barely read
Herself watches the
day’s fear drain out from
Her daughter’s face—the
girl curled up inside
Wrinkle In Time—glad there’s a shelter for
Her child she never
had. Later, a newfound
Pleasure: they go
walk, sun warm on neck,
Trees overhead a
pink-white blur, air’s
Clarity not yet destroyed.
But—the river,
Dirty—not safe for
the boys to
Fish. Harder and
harder to believe
In a “country” that
poisons itself, where
Though you work two
jobs, all doors
Stay shut.
Great-Grandma kept
A photograph of Roosevelt.
How had that
Felt? A stranger to
him, yet he saved
Her home. Left on its
own, love will
Contract to those familiar.
How
Expand? Sickness, communal—but
The cure? Down at
Mercy, doctors,
Nurses, janitors and
aides on their
Stoic rounds all want
to help, despite
The risk. But first
you have to make it
Past the desk.
Painkillers, cough
Syrup, whiskey, cheap
brands,
The checker rings up
at the drugstore
Register, shifting
feet from right
To left as hours
pass. Eyeing
The Easter sale
display, a little girl
Picks out a crown
with bunny ears.
Her mother starts to
say yes, then
Says no. The girl sees
the look
She often sees these
days, and
Makes no fuss. The
line grows
Longer, slower. The
checker
Rubs her nose.
Always, late
Afternoons, a silence
Falls. She hands each
Customer a coupon and
Receipt. She says,
“Stay well.” She
prays
For her three days.
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